Hey to everyone who ever reads this...

well im sorry to say that i am gulity fer not being on this site too often :( and I am going to try and post an entry every monday, or at least once a week.

So my life has been ehh ok.  I now have a myspace, www.myspace.com/zebraaahking, add me :D
also i have a vampire freaks, it is kinda like a goth myspace, but its chill, www.vampirefreaks.com/xstarxofxthexnightx, add me here too :D

yeaa i have no fuckin life cause I'm always online, blogin and shit.  But that is who i am, nd if you dont like, screw you!!

So recently i was in a relationship with this dude i met on myspace, but turns out that he was a fake-ass bitch.  He tells me, almost a week later, that he wasnt real.  Then he gives me is real myspace code.  I was shocked as hell, nd then I try and be friends with him, but it turns out that he is an asshole to the max.  So screw him, he is just missing out on being friends with me :D
dam i really do sound vain in that last comment, but you all love me fer it.

This past weekend I had a church retreat, nd yes, like all of you know, I leans towards wiccan and witchcraft, but it was the most amazing time i ever had.  I made so many new friends and made friendships even closer.  Also, i gave a talk on images and how images impact us.  Lets just say, i made it legit and not really about God at all.  I am kinda damn proud of that too hehe

Earlier tonight, I had to do my photo assignment, ovals and circles, and i beasted that shit to the max.  Ok i really have to stop all the vain shit but it was a really good photo shoot.  

Ok more serious shit, there are two guys that i have feelings fer.  First, one i met on myspace, and yes he isnt a fake, i have talked to him on the phone.  He is reallly shweet and make me very happy.  But then there is another guy.  This guy i might have talked to you guys before about it.  Well, he called again, and the feelings came back.  I knew i was never over him, but now the feelings got stronger.  But it sucks cause he was the first boy to really hurt me.  So tell me what i should do

sex drugs rock and roll

[Friiday night]So as the title says, my school had a football game.  Yes, ii am one of thosee kiids who goes to the games.  But iif you loook at mii town, everyone basicallly goes, so fugget.  I hadd so much fuun.   I wass chiiling with my friends, mainly sam and andrew p.  Check him out, he is in the band avenida[ www.myspace.com/avenida].  Alsoo, he is inn another band called dispute of flames [sorry, i dont have a link].   His screamo is AMAZZING!!!  And this dudee is so coool, too.

Saturday was interestiing, i had to take the stupid psats.  Then, later on the dayy, i was chiiling with sam again for the rest of day, bassically from 2-1015.  We chiiled at her house after gettiing coffee from starbucks, yes i am addictted to coffee.  Carmel Machiatto is my new favorrite.  Thenn, later on that night, i went to herr lil bro's football game back at mii school.  That day was funn because all ii did was dancee like a whore on top of the bleachers whiile sammy blasted music fromm thiis pig stereo thingy.   Even better was that herr mom made us go backk into the car, i was stuupid and diidnt bring a jacket to keep me warm, so we did and blasted music nd dancedd crazyy.  Herr mom was liike, the kidds can hear you and are laughing.  Alll I said was good!  Yea, I dont give a shit aboutt what people think about me.

So, that was the fun crapp did thiis weekend.  Until tomorrow night kiddies <3

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  Hello Theree,

So todayy was the fiirst day that i legiit did my hw in a long, longg timee.  Yeaa i know you prabably dont caree, but I amm telling u anyway.  Mii mamma was soo surpriised bc it only took me like 15 miins, and ii was even on my phone with my friends paula and waldo.  

Today it is friiday, which means for mee i gett to partyy.  I need this fridayy and weekend so effiin badly.  Schoool can eatt me, it is sooo badd.  But it is goood bc i think iim headding out to starbucks inn my town to chill with mii friends nicole, paula, and waldo.  HOOPEFULLY, mii parentalls will let me go [i knoww they will].  But thee only badd part is that thiis will be one oof the fiirst foootball games that my school is havingg that I am missing, att least i think it is.  But itts chill, rather see awesome friends who i hardlly see than jocks tackliing eachother[even though harrdly anyonee pays atttention to the gamme].

I feeel so awkwarrd becausee iim in ap photo at my school, yes this is mi art nerd coming outt, and im liike the only onee who knows how to worrk photoshop.  The even worrse part is thatt mii teacher wass like "youu are goiing to teach the class how to usee photoshop."  I was liike crap, i hate teachiing people that kiind of crap.  But itts chilll bc i allready taught somme people a little bit.  

Okk i friggin hate it when people upload their default pix and it hass them either drinking or smokiing.  Thatt is the stupidest thing alive.  Basiically they are sayiing "look at me, imm drinking and smokking and the cops cant do anyting aboutt it.."  PSHHH, the cops will still cap your asses.  You dontt look cool in the shots, you look like a dumbass.  That iss all i have to say about that.

Remeber mii last entry when i was cofusedd about who to like?  Well, now i knoww.  I talked to bothh of themm and i decided to like the second person.  When ii talked to them, i fellt more of a friend viibe from the firrst person thann the secondd one.  I finally feell happy that ii likee someone.  The onlly bad parrt is that theyy liike someone elsse T_T, so ii might not even go for it.

Well kiidies, that is all i have to say for now. Until eitherr later on toniiight or earlyy agaiin tomorrow morning.

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 Hello Theree,

Ok, just to let you all knoww, I amm a niight person.  I liike stayying up latte intoo the nightt and do mii homeework becauuse ii get diistraated  byy everythiing, but maiinly oonlinee.  But yeaaa, ii know thatt when ii get oldeer, i wiill be outt every nitte untill 3 am.  I lovee the niight life and everrything thatt goess along witth iit.  The wiierd thing is that iif i go too bed early, ii am evenn more tiired than usually.  I meann, i have no freaakin idea whyy, shouldn'tt it be that i am less tiired becausse i get moree sleep.  So reaaly this means that ii have to go too bed my normall time, which is usuallyy around 130ish-2 am, orr even laterr.  Yeaa, so ii would wriite more but i liiterally forgott what ii was goiing to say.

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Hello theree,

i hatee haviing to wakke up at freakiin 530.  Yess, 530 in the freakiin mornning.  What the hell do ii do that earlyy???  I showerr and then i get changed and theen i straighten mii hairr.  It iss an annoyingg process, but iin the end, i do look pretty and amazing.  

 math- whyy does matth have to be so horriblee, i meaan why doo we need math?  Liike do we really needd to kowwn how to graphh a line and stupiid point-slopee forrm.  Honesttly, i personallly knowwn thatt i wiill not needd mathh in my carreer life.  A futuree photographerr/model doesntt need to knowwn this crap.  Sorrry for thosee who likee math...i hattee it!

love- ok so right now iim sooo confused as who to perrsue as a lover.  Thereee is thiis one personn who is really cool and i love talkiing to them.  Pluss, thiis personn is an awesomee photographerr and haas a liip ringg.  Then, theree is anotherr person who i justt want to stick my toungee dowwn theirr throat.  Thiss persoon is really, really, really hot and is chiill to talk too.  So, noww i need yourr help, pleasse commentt and tell me on who i should persue as a loverr???

joke relationships- so two of my best friiends, as of tonightt, are "iin a relatiionshipp" with me.  Evidentally, it is a guy and a girrl.  Lmaooo, and thatt is all i have to sayy about that [o_~]!!! 

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Hello theree,

So todayy, for mii church/youth group, we hadd a car wash.  Soo of coursee i had to act like a whoree, washiing cars andd all that stuff....but honestlly it gets so boriing after awhilee.  I was liiterally there from 9 iin the morningg to 230-245, ii wantedd to sleeep.  And then i had becausee forr some reason, wheen you wash carrs...the smelll of soap stiinks yourr skiin i hadd to showerr...but then i went to youth groupp again afterr having some over-greased italian foodd.  So really ii did nothiiing speciall at yg, but thenn nothiing really that speciall does happen exceptt gossiip[whiich half the tiime is ehh]  but yea i stiill have to do homeework crapp which i mightt bs off, but i knoww i wont...so that wass my day...hoppe you all enjoyedd it...see you tomorrow night or tomorrow morning[liike 2am]...<3

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Hello theree,

so yess iin fact i am stayiing on thiss site, but pleasee don't lett me regrett getting one....ill wiill post agaiin laterr....

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hello theree everyonee,

yea iim new and imm not even sure if iim goiing to keep this goiing
soo yeaa, iif i postt neww entry, then i will keeep this up...but iif dontt, thenn im done...

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